Tuesday, April 11, 2006
New-found 自由 + 不倫 ALERT + 「亀ちゃん、負けないで！」
Anyway, minasama, *I* have officially quitted my job!!!! YATTA!!!!!!!!!!! Hahhahahhahaha, mou hontouni, i should have quitted a looooooong time ago. It zapped sooo much of my time, my YOUTH, my already non-existent social life, my energy... and i dun feel like im getting reimbursed enough for it. Prospects also is another thing. Iroiro atta yo... but i shall leave it at that. Thou by the end of my stint with them, i really hated going to work everyday, but on my last day, i suddenly felt nanka sabishii. Thou the work itself sucked, i liked my colleagues. (Should i be writing this in past or present tense?? -_- Dakara i can neva become a English sensei.. haha) They were all very nice and let me amaeru to them. And they totally understand my obsession with Takki so it's always no problem when i want to take leave to go Japan to see him. But oh well, all good (and bad) things must come to an end so i shall learn to live with them. Yosh!! q(^-^)p Anyway, they bought me flowers and a fuwafuwa chou~ kawaii pencil case!!
今まで大変お世話になりました！
また遊びに行きますから、お元気でね！
TSUGI! And so, cos i've been so free these few days (instead of looking for a new job AND FILING MY TAXES!! x_X), i've been either playing FFX or watching doramas. Actually, i haven been playing games these couple days. Cos just when i tot i will IGNORE that stupid chocobo race thingy, i got caught up in another CRAZY time-consuming side quest, ala capturing monsters to attain Auron's legendary weapon. My most apt response to this (where i simply cannot find another non-Singlish alternative) is: WAH LAO EHHHH!!!!!! (but don't worry, this negligence wouldn't last long. i am just lazy now...
i still want to fight Omega Weapon!! *rubs hands*)Yeah, so since i am NOT working and NOT FF-jamming, i have been watching doramas. Finished Gokusen1, Minami no koibito, Nobuta and on Goku2 now. In general, Goku's plots are really predicatable. It's always the students getting misunderstood bcos of their bad image stuff. Then there are people who said Goku1's plot is better? Then doesn't that make Goku2 worse? Cos already i felt Goku1 was chotto boring. But well, the eye candy saves the day! I shall get back to this eye candy later... fufufu~
Minami to me was kinda boring too. For the record i dun hate Fukakyo, i kinda like her actually. And i was so excited to watch this drama when i heard of the unique plot and that Nino's gonna be in it. (i was a bit into Nino long time ago, just a bit.) I kept bugging my fren to download and burn it for me. But then, i let so much time pass before i finally popped the discs into my comp to watch. Hmm... it's an interesting plot but the ending was kinda... left me hanging. They can't leave it like this desho??? -_- Lent it to Loracyn next and she's squealing how sweet the show is now but hmm... i tink BokuMado was sweeter to me. hahahha~~ Maybe i was very tired when i was watching it. I was still serving my 1 month's notice at that time dakara ne.
NOBUTA POWER~~~ 注入！*strikes the pose* LOL~~ This one, hahaha, has a really WEIRD plot!! But you will be addicted to it!! And the eye candy is まじたっぷり！P-chan and Kame dayo!! (hey, that's Takki's son and daughter co-starring. LOL~) i seriously have NO IDEA how the scriptwriters can come up with such a weird story. I mean, what's Kame's obssession with that willow tree in the beginning all about?? Hahah~~ Thou the ending is also kinda 中途半端, i really liked this dorama. It really makes me go like "青春だ～".. Hianz. i missed all the crazy things that we could do when we were young. (Thou i am still doing crazy things now. *cough*) And P-chan and Kame were.... uwaaahhh!! ABSOLUTELY KAWAII IN IT!!! P-chan's Akira character is kinda weird actually. The way he keeps pestering Shuji (Kame's character) and how his hands always flap up and down when hes on the stairs... hahahah~~ And Kame!!! AIYAYAYA!!! MAJI YABAI KEDO, I WAS SO ZAPPED BY HIM IN THE SHOW!!! *不倫 siren sounds* Kame always gave me this "super icy cool" image so when he was so yasashii to Nobuta in the show, i was kyaahing and kyahhing away. Hahhaha... at one pt, i dun even know how i wanted the show to proceed. i was yearning for some raburabu stuff but at the same time, i don't want it to be cos it will make their relationship complicated!! And i dun want to leave out Akira!! Aiyoyoooo~~~ so mebe the ending was left best at that! Demo ne, my affair with Kame didn't end there. So i bugged my junior to lent me Goku2... Yea, i am super YOWAI when it comes to yasashii guys.... *Takki, PLS FORGIVE ME!!*
Goku2's plot... no comments yet cos i am not done with the drama yet but AIYOYOOOOOO, KAME LOOKS DAMN HAWT IN THERE!!!! *不倫 siren sounds* And yea, he acted as the Kame that i imagined him to be. Forever calm and aloof. Jin could be jumping up and down beside him but he will still remain cool. LOL~ Actually i know Kame is not that aloof cos i watch Shokura and he's usually the MC, so he talks a lot. Just the image he gives people ya know. So yea, his character Ryu is SUPER COOL... and i begin to understand why he's voted Number 5 in that Most Beautiful Male Talents poll where Takki topped. (Actually i tink he deserves a better ranking than Gackt...*cough* Gackt is too visual-kei... doesn't look like sthg that exists naturally in the environment.)
Anyway, i tot Nobuta and Goku2 is really like Kame's show. He was the narrator in Nobuta and P-chan's name also appears as "guest appearance" in the credits. And in Goku2, thou im not done with it, it seems like the story kinda revolves ard Kame. Jin is of cos a major challenger. Must be all the Akame's fans fault. Why do i feel dokidoki everytime Jin and Kame gets together in the show?? LMAO~
Dakara, bcos there's not much stuff on Takki nowadays cos he's so busy with Enbujo, i started to look for Nobuta/Shuji&Akira/Yamap/Kame (which usu leads to Akame stuff) clips... *runs away from Takki fans* i started to wonder how come i never noticed Kame earlier. i mean, i went for Osaka DB and KATUN was there, but i basically was only looking at Jin whenever they took the stage. Heck, at that time, i can only recognise Jin in KATTUN. The rest is kinda blur... i know their names but can't really match to the faces. Mebe cos Jin is a huge Takki fan. hehehh~ Anyway, I AM A TAKKI FAN DAKARA!! I rem i was still complaining that the prices of tics were pushed up cos there were too many KATTUN (and K8) fans fighting for them as well! Then during the senshuraku, i was up on the 3rd floor 1st row and Kame came all the way up for Showtime. He was sooooo close to me!! Like only 3 seats away and i believed there was eye contact (also cos im wearing this bright yellow top). At that time, i seriously don't know which of the KATTUN he was, but i rem thinking like "Hey, this guy has nice sharp features", and then it's back to searching the stage for Takki. LOL~~ I think i told this incident to many people and they were all killing me like "IT'S KAME YO!!!!". okok, NOW i know ok? Hahahah.... but hmm... so why didn't i notice Kame before? Looking at so many (old) clips from youtube, i realised Kame changed sooooo much in the past 2 years!! He still looked like a child during Osaka DB (and i DO NOT GO FOR CHIBI JRS. I am no PEDO ok?? XDD) but he suddenly transformed into this mature-looking 美少年 in Goku2 and Nobuta!! *不倫 siren sounds* Could it be bcos of his super trimmed and arched eyebrows?? (btw, he has NICER eyebrows than so many girls i know and myself included!!! i need to EMPLOY his beautician... or if he does it himself, I NEED TO EMPLOY HIM!!) And the hair!! Aiyaya~~ And i think he has perfected his art of intense staring to Takki's level whereby he can zap you with his stare and you'll be petrified. LMAO~~ Kame really has very hynoptising eyes. Demo, maji kakkoii yo!!! *不倫 siren sounds**不倫 siren sounds**不倫 siren sounds* Take it from this oneesan ok?? This child has a bright future in JE. Jin looked super good in Goku2 too and extremely kawaii in Anego. And of cos, being yasashii in that was a super major factor. But then if i have to pick 1 of them now, Kame is the one that sends chills down my spine. His stare is really too powerful... Then, then there is this scene from Goku2 that has me KYAAAHING away again!!! YESH!!! the part when Kame/Ryu cried!!!! Aiyoyoyoooooo.... the visuals were kanpeki!!! The bruises were totally negligible!!
I can't believe it. But I actually found someone else other than Takki who can make it into my list of CG-level Kanpeki Bishounen... The only person who ever makes it there is Takki anyway... And my best (recent) evidence would be the visuals from that AMO CM... See below.
I have extremely STRINGENT critieria when it comes to admitting pple into my list ne... How often do you people see me kyahhing about people other than Takki anyway?? Even Jin and P-chan don't make the list yet. Jin still needs to work on finding a kanpeki hairstyle (the one in Anego is close!). We all know he likes to flirt with the camera but to me at least, it is still lacking that PETRIFYING factor. P-chan.. ahhah... he's just tooooo girly cute!! But i tink he's getting there. I saw one of his CM... ganbatte! So toriaezu ne, 亀は合格！See below for evidence...
Kyaaaahh... for some reason, these 2 pictures PETRIFIED me... Kame looked sooooo gorgeous!! Loracyn said his eyes looked a bit like Gackt for the 1st pic... urgh.. but i have to admit there's a teeeny weeeny resemblance. But that's it. I will still pick Kame over Gackt anyday. Hahah~~ And the 2nd one... i swear Takki has a similar picture somewhere out there!!! Hey, even the hairstyle and parting is similar!! But but, dun u people think Kame look chou kirei up there?? And he's crying in the first one!!! Aiyaaaa, my poor baby, come here come here. *hugz* Snuffle's maternal instincts in action. Me cannot stand seeing bishounen cry dakara ne. 耐えられない！！ It just melts my heart... T-T So yeah, Kame is kinda now my 不倫対象. But I WILL ALWAYS BE TAKKI'S NE!!!! *Dithers!!! Quick leash me!!!* Thou it's kinda incestuous cos apparently Jin is also Takki's (illegitimate??? LMAO) son and Kame is Jin's gf so that makes him Takki's daughter-in-law??!?!??!?!? (Some say he *is* Takki's daughter...) Oh my goodness... ahhahahha~~~~~
And speaking of bishounen crying brings me to something else. (You have been warned that this post will be VERY LONG.) I was sooooo upset when i read about the yarakashi incidents that have been happening at KATTUN's concerts. (Yarakashi = disruptive fans who do not follow rules) I mean, i am not a KATTUN fan but they are still Takki's precious juniors so i want all the best for them even though they outshine T&T (in sales at least). Apparently some fans have been real mean to Kame during the concerts. They did really HIDOI things like holding up uchiwas that tell Kame to "go and die", "vanish", "ugly" etc... during KATTUN's concerts!!!!! OH MY GAWD!!! What has the JE world come to??!??!?!??? I have always heard that KATTUN's fans are on the rowdy side (since many of them are still only teenagers) but this is seriously too much!! And apparently during one of the concerts over the weekend, during the MC part where Kame usually leads, Kame just started talking and there was a girl who yelled at him to "shut up!!". Kame was apparently very shocked and some fans reported that from the big screen, his eyes turned reddish and he looked like he was gonna cry. OMFG!!! I WANT TO GO AND SLAP THAT GIRL AND THAT BUNCH OF YARAKASHI FANS!!!!! WHAT THE HELL?!??!?!?!?!?????? I don't know WHO these crazy idiots are. Are they fans of ATTUN or fans from other groups but this is sooo wrong!!! You do NOT diss another member from the same group. Nor is it right to diss another group!!! They must be too rich either!! Paying for the concert ticket only to go and spoil it, or worst, pay for the concert tic of a group they hate!! MANNERS PEOPLE, MANNERS!!!! STOP DOING SUCH CHILDISH THINGS!!! Kame apparently wasn't the only one who got such treatment but he got it the worst. I dunno why. Did he really say sthg wrong on national TV?? But he prob doesnt mean it... i feel sooooo upset for him!!! *heartbreak* It's the same feeling when i heard how sad Takki was when fans turned up to refund their tickets at Shinbashi Theatre. The boys work sooo hard it's only right to appreciate their efforts! If you don't like anyone of them, THEN JUST SHUT UP!!! This is sooooo ULTIMATE RUDE I TELL YA!!! For the next concert, fans said that Kame's eyes were reddish and swollen (prob from crying the night before) and he was extremely quiet. Their usual 40min MC became only 15min. ATTUN has to take over the MC part instead cos Kame wasn't talking. T-T Jin apparently became quite mad with the yarakashi and told them to keep quiet. (I think he told them off on his J-web too later??) And Kame was very nervous and kept apologising when he made mistakes during the singing etc. THIS IS SO UPSETTING YA KNOW... i admit i dunno the details which leads up to such incidents but no matter what, i feel the yarakashi's actions were disgusting. DOWNRIGHT HIDEOUS. They not only hurt Kame and ATTUN but also ruined the concerts for many many genuine fans. I dunno why nobody tried to stop them, because apparently this didn't just happen at ONE concert but kinda started since they performed at Osaka... HUH??? Nani??????? IF I WAS AT A T&T CONCERT AND SOMEONE DARES DO SUCH HIDOI THINGS TO TAKKI OR TSUBASA, I WILL WALK OVER AND GIVE THOSE PEOPLE ONE TIGHT SLAP EACH!!!! THEY CAN THROW ME OUT OF THE CONCERT HALL I DUN CARE (AS LONG AS THOSE IDIOTS COME OUT WITH ME)!! NO ONE SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO INSULT T&T LIKE THAT!!!!!! *SERIOUSLY FURIOUSSSSS* But luckily, most of T&T's fans are well-mannered. Everyone's very united during T&T's concerts. Been there, seen it, felt it. Even the Jr fans will respect the fact that it *IS* T&T's concerts and not Jr con so they will not make too much noise even when their favourite jr is not in sight. This should be the wayyy!!! Respect the artistes, people!!!! I am sure ATTUN will support their little Kame through this and it will make them stronger. There are already several "Support Kame Campaigns" going on it seemed and some people have apparently lodged complaints with the jimusho so they may be checking uchiwas for the remaining concerts? Not sure about the details but i tink the authorities are finally taking some action. *sigh* why did it come to this? I just hope such incidents will not make it more difficult for overseas fans to watch the concerts. Already it is so taihen to acquire tickets, so if they decide to become more kibishii at the door, we are dead!
I read many controversial stuff about Kame and KATTUN and KATTUN and other grps but i shan't say anything here cos i dunno how true they are nor is it apt with my half-past-six KATTUN knowledge. Or any other grps for that matter. I live in the T&T Bubble remember? But anyway, my new 不倫対象, i hope he survives all these. The damage to his feelings has already been done. As the youngest in KATTUN, the stress must be humongous. I hope everyone takes care of him and may he recover to his old self soon! Takki! I know you are busy to the core now but i hope you can give your daughter a call to encourage him ne! He will be glad to hear from you! お願い！
そして、亀ちゃん、負けないでね！
何があったのかよく分からないけど、やっぱり笑顔が亀ちゃんに一番似合う！
もうあいう人を無視にして！
亀ちゃんを愛して支えてるファンがいっぱいいっぱいいるから、あんな人は余分です。
もし亀ちゃんが泣いたら、あんな人たちが勝つんです。
でも、「勝つん」は君たちでしょう？
だから負けないで！！
皆の愛と励ましを力にして、千秋楽までがんばって！
本当のファンなら、最後までついてますから、一人じゃないよ！
私もパワーを貸しますので、亀ちゃん、ファイト！！ o(^^)o
